Archive for October, 2005

Scripture Union Farewell Party 2005

Saturday, October 22nd, 2005

woohoo!!juz came back from my school’s Scripture Union farewell party that ended around 10pm..waliao..so fun n exciting man juz now!!oh yea..haha..lol..it was a blast.okay..let me tell u the whole story..hehe..

it all started around 3.30pm..everyone was suppose to be gathering at the basement of Full Gospel Assembly, kL..well, most of them arrived earlier than they supposed to..before that, i fetched two of my friends, sing tuck n suk yeng along with me before the party..well, my parents dropped me off at Esso station opposite smk sri sentosa (my skul) to wait for another fren of mine..sharon..coz she dun know the way to FGA..n so, when i arrived at the basement..i was kinda supprised to see so many of them there n excited..this reli encourage me alot..coz i was afraid n nervous that things wont turn out the way sum of us exxpected it to be..anyway, back to the story..then, all of us walked to the venue, House 1 (owned by fga). The house is just behind the church n we only took less than 5 mins to reach there.we got in the house n arranged everything we brought (food, drinks, plates, etc…) in the kitchen..lets see..my brother (josh) n i brought ‘Sherperd Pie’, macia brought ’samosa’, karmun n siblings brought chips n cakes, shaun brought ’spaghetti’, deena n sis brought ‘jelly’, wei wen brought ‘punch’ as drinks n some other food which i cant really remember..anyway, we placed the food in the kitchen.But the Sign of Love ppl placed their food in the hall..the Sign of Love ppl are actually deaf n mute ppl..so, we actually shared the whole house with them for awhile..hehe..but its okay i guess..hmmm…
After that, everyone went up to the second floor n into a carpeted room..we started of with a iCEBREAKER session where we played a game so that we sould warm up a lil’..hehe..when everyone was playing ‘Public Caning’ during the ice-breaking session, Sharon n I hung two signboard at the house gate n at the security center just in case some members are arriving late..hmm..now back in to the game, it was fun coz some of them were SLOW at hitting ppl..haha..it was fun to see them so bLuRrRrRrRrRrRrRr..lol..we had PRAISE N WORSHIP after that, Wei Wen n Shaun was songleading..we sang 3 songs.haha..the first song was kinda kiddy type wan..its "He is the King or Kings…". so the last part was the fun part..we had to sing ‘ ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo….’ in just one breath..i was the first one to lose lol…the last three person was sharon, suk yeng n kenneth kuan..lol..u shud see them holding their breath n singing ‘oooooooooooooo….’sharon n suk yeng was good..but kenneth was even better..coz he can hold longer than anyone of us..whoa man that fella..haha..!as usual, the winner gets something as a present..hmm…during worship, it was ok i guess..i left early with teacher in the middle of worship time. Puan God n i went to Pearl Point’s Domino to buy 4 pizza for the everyone..hmm..went back to house 1 to find something quite shocking..it was about the food..the Sign of Love ppl ate 3/4 of our sherperd pie (which was my favourite!!) without realising it..oh well. There goes my sherperd pie..sobz.. =.= but in return, they blessed us back with a bucket of kFc chicken (yum yum),sandwiches, curry puffs n some chocolate cake..i mean like WOW!!! they oni ate a portion of the sherperd pie but they blessed us back with more food..THANK YOU J E S U S!!!

….to be continued another day…kinda a long story though…haha….i only knew that i had loads of fun..lolz…haha…now, i need to get sum beatiful sleep…very tired..whole body aching liao..haih..haha..

~meant to live~

Wednesday, October 19th, 2005

m3Ant tO LiV3  by switchfoot

Fumbling his confidence
And wond’ring why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s bid for more than arguments,
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live

tRu3 LoVE…

Tuesday, October 18th, 2005

hmm..its kinda not me to talk about this stuff in open..but anyway..just wanna share something with u guys who r reading this…true love? apa tu true love? what is the charcterstics of having true love?well..look at the list below…this might help coz u know lar..teenagers.. young adults…youngsters..love here n there..

1.Patience
2.Kindness
3.not envious
4.not boastful
5.not proud and not rude
6.not self-seeking
7.not easily angered
8.keeping no record of wrongs
9.rejoicing in truth
10.always protecting
11.always trusting
12.always hoping
13.always persevering
14.love never fail! 

Well..what u guys think about this true love thingy?This is the perfect love amongst human beings…cool huh?hmm…i think i’ll share something else maybe more interesting for ya all..so..c ya…take care dudes!

untitled…

Monday, October 17th, 2005

y lar must life be like this wan? man!!terrible lar..so many things to fan..so many things to consider n think of…arrggghhh!!!so frustrated lar these days..although exam is over..but still got many things to plan n think of..worried of this n that n this n that..form 4 life y so fan wan..?study so hard to get great results but in the end look wat happen? deep shit man!!!terrible results..was expecting myself to get better results than the last exam..which i only scored a few A’s..see lar now?!!all my marks terrible like shit..dunno how to tell my results to my parents..n know it will dissapoint them alot but wat else can i do ? if want me to study harderm, of course i will study harder wan..i also want to get good results next year n suprise everyone who looked down on me in class n maybe in skul..dun like it when im known as the ‘not so smart’ fella in class..can only manage to do well in language or literary subjects..my science subjects are like "*^%#$@!"..sori to say that lar..all my time spent in kasturi tuition..?wasted alot man!!took so many subjects..went thru all the fuss n trouble of walking up n down to kasturi but look at my stupid results lar..dah lar in smk sri sentosa..sum rules there makes no sense wan..wat more the teachers there..ok lar..there are some very good n caring teachers but some also terrible ones..felt guilty n terrible when my chemistry marks wasnt as much as i expected..i didn’t want to disappoint my chemistry this time but i failed..i really studied hard for chemistry so that my teacher won’t have any chance to pick on me but still..BiG SigH!!!someone please smack me or knock me or slap me hard on the head lar!!really need one..desperately..no kidding man!feel so ….ARGH!!how do i go on from here?big dreams..big hopes..but i don’t have a BiG brain..thats the problem!!!now..can someone teach me how to break the news to my parents about my terrible results in my exam?!!!?!?! so blurrrrrrrrrr man!!isshhhhhhh!!!!!suck so much man my marks!!

not only that but still got some other probs..dunno how to tell out everything ..i guess i have to keep it all inside and keep it low…hopefully i wont burst one day like how i did last year..oh man!!bring me away from this life pleaseeee….so lonely..so scared..so meaningless…man!!!!!

independence day…

Friday, October 14th, 2005

woooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! exam is over!i now proclaim myself freeeee……..yeahh!!hip hip hurray!hip hip hurray!haha…so happy ..exam over liao..but still got many things to prepare….
1.farewell party for Scripture Union
2.studies
3.spm next year
4. etc……
well, i guess that is life lor..hmm..bz bz bz…hey for those who r in SU…pls pls pls keep this farewell party in ur prayer list..i really want things to go on smoothly,fun n exciting..hopefully next year more ppl will come n join SU.. hmm…but at least things around will keep me away from my blade n anything sharp..hmm..*its my habit…yo hold blades or anything sharp when im sad or feeling down*cant help it ler…

lets see..let me recall last two weeks…hows my exam leh hmm?bm,eng,maths,moral n akauns was okay..chemistry,physics,biology n history was normal i guess….but the thing im really worried of is add maths…n a little worried for chemistry..coz i know i did kinda worst than anyone in my class..disappointed the teacher..so, i dun wan to make my teacher angry at me again..n i have a reputation to maintain especially when im new/old in smkss…just got sum "wonderful" news from sumone..saying that there r quite sum few idiots in smkbbsp that is spreading bad things n gossiping abt me…wat they say?hmm..lets see…they said that im getting noty-iern noty-ier..alwiz ponteng here n there…mixing with noty frens…bla..bla..bla…etc…u noe one thing?i dun like it when ppl is talking bad about me…n the worst thing is one of the gossip is sumone saw me ponteng with a man/boy..well.. well..how ‘great’ is that huh?ish…!!!!terrible lar…say until im so noty..man!these ppl r blind kah?i nvr ponteng skul b4 lor..just din attend skul maybe im sick or i’ve got doctor appointment..hate it ler when ppl talk bad me..n making fun one of my gd fren..man!these ppl r terrible ler..!

my mood for the past few weeks wasnt very gud..was feeling very down..lonely..depressed..sori lar..but maybe i think too much gua..but its not wrong to think rite?i cant stop thinking unless sumone end my life lar..then only my brain will be dead lor..its kinda weird but when im sleeping, my brain is working as well..dunno how to explain ler..hmm….
skul was okay…just that i bumped into this idiotic teacher who caught me becoz of my hair n treating me unfairly…haihhh….but thank god she was bz that time..so i just walked past her..i think she din see me gua..hmm…my skul’s headmistress left today..but all the form 4’s were having exam..so we all couldn’t join in the celebration..hmm..missed all the fun n presentation..hmm..kinda not fair but i dun really mind though..coz i din study long enuf in sentosa to feel the ’sadness’ when she left..haha!get wat i mean?hmm…the upcoming hols is not really a haloday for me though…had to study real hard for spm next year..scared ler..its my only chance that would determine my future..in form 6 or matriculation lor..hmm…really hope i can get gud results in spm n then graduate in a local university…then i can make sure my family lives a comfortable life….hmm…

~blur teen~

0fiRSt diArY..

Friday, October 7th, 2005

first time blogging in frenster…still blur blur ler..hmm..met so many frens in frenster…found back my primary school frens n my previous school..SMK Bandar Baru Seri Petaling..hmm..i really hope those guys back in smkbbsp wony forget me even after i’ve changed to a different school for a almost a year..but hey! i’ve met new friends in my current school now..reli thank god for kar mun,suk yeng,sharon, macia, yuen peng, david, shaun, kenneth, jamaliah, kok hou, sandy n alot more ler..

let me see..as i remember, stepping into smk sri sentosa is a big thing for me to do.n i took it very hard..imagine u have to leave everything that u have in the school n place to move to a new envoroment..i’ve been around in seri petaling since i was a kid.studied in tadika cahaya, going to smkbbsp with da same batch of frens until last year..its almost like 10 years..not only one fren but alot frens ler..u nvr guessed how much tears i’ve shed just becoz i had to leave them..for months man!couldn’t leave them..was so depressed..was a prefect in smkbbsp..was in a gud class..had great buch of frens around me..loved the teachers although some of the teachers there suck..overall, i had alot memories there..n its hard to let go ler..

back here in smkss, just realised how much my new frens cared about me even when im facing difficulty with myself..boy am i glad to meet them..sharon, u rock gurl!!suk yeng, kenneth n jamaliah, my ‘cousellors’..haha!…hmm…

here’s sum comments about the diff kinda teachers i’ve met so far..there r sum very gd at lecturing,sum lousy one, some gd but funny aka comical, sum strict, sum cool,sum caring not to forget to mention there is one which i find very sickening!!!!!argh!!!i hate her..those of u readign this i thinku might noe who is it lor n what she did to me..man!i cud only say that one of the things which she did was : embarassing me in front of classes(that time we had a short assembly) n also teachers…dun wanna talk abit it anymore..i just noe that she sux alot..

so sad..had my birthday on exam week..n had my worst subjuct ever..chemistry..but i guessed it was ok though..now im getting worried of add maths n physics..din really had the energy to study on it..coz i din sleep for NIGHTS!!now im like an owl ler..but a little diff lor..an owl that wont sleep at all..haha..lolx..i reli hope n widh all the best for those who r sitting ofr their pmr now…gOod LuCk n gOd bL3sS..!!study smart lol n have confidence..not like me..haha…  will continue at another time…byez..all the best for everyone!! =.= *logging off*

~blurteen~