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haih..actually adi second time i type this wan..bengang betul! type so long adi.. den dunno wat happen till the page changed into another page n then everything i type is GONE !! argh! ..nvm .. sabar..

So, yala..i think its time we get into a serious session of prayer , praise and worship etc. in Scripture Union (SU).we had alot of things..Welcome Day, AGM,Talk Day, Easter and Good Friday, Postal Bible Quiz, Sister’s Day, Brother’s Day, PnW Day n finally… Prayer Day !! today !! hmm..we started late actually beacuse most of the morning session members tengah makan kat kantin, teacher was bz with other things n i wasnt aware of the time that was passing by fast..haih..im so blur!!luckily my bro reminded me about the time..heh heh..

   Everyone got into small groups of 4 or 5 to pray..i told them to pray for one another n for everything under the sun..hehe..cos u c rite.. we really need prayer in our daily lives lor.. rite ? so, i told them to pray for the school,school teachers,our future, SCF, for our country’s leaders even though many of us dont know exactly what they do individually..hehe..typical Malaysian teens..dont worry! im one of them too..haha! =) anyway.. yala..

   There were Li Yan, Kar Wah, Mei Fang, Wei Jan, Annabelle and Anna (n me too!!) ..we started hearing the problem which Li Yan is facing..then we continued hearing from Kar Wah, Wei Jan, Mei Fang, Annabelle and Anna..hmm..ok la..i had to give in in the end..didnt want to share out my problems since time is running out n i wasnt really keen on sharing problems semenjak peristiwa itu pada masa silam saya..hmm..no point fuguring out what im trying to say because none of u knows what it is.. except like only 4 person in cluding me n God..hehe..so, practically only two of my friends know about it..its not something which im proud at..not something that i could be happy about so.. yala..wont tell out..n ya. at the prayer session, i mentioned about the upcoming Combined School Christian Fellowship meeting which is only TWO weeks away..ahh!! so fast ! no la ..actually , this is a last minute (for me) plan thingy la..okay, i have to admit here..i AM scared, afraid n worried about it !! this is a first for me..its big kay..i dont know what to do.. just had this idea of combining a few school’s CF for a small interactive meeting in the beginning of the year..but dont know what school to combine with until i met Jasmine n Matthew..hehe.. thanks alot to the both of you, Jas n Matty-boy..i couldnt have continued this without the both of you ..!! so..yea la..i was chatting with Matt last Sun on9 until this idea suddenly came popped into my brain n we started discussing about it..n until WALA! we ARE doing it!! hurray !! i was so excited about this..so happy !! so nuts n crazy about this..!! cant wait for THE DAY ..!!went to sleep happily..! then , the next day i talked to Puan Goh (CF teacher advisor) about this n she said okay straight away..even happier !! on cloud nine adi.. i was so excited about it !! even KarMun said i went sorta too excited about this plan..haha! cant blame me rite? i am really into this lor..yeah !!

After that, i talked to Puan Lim (pk koko) about this after school hours n she said NO!! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! u could actually hear the glass of this dream shattering..its like ahh!! so happy ! the next minute ..two-alphabet-word got me disappointed..!! ahh!! Pn.Lim didnt allow me to organize it and for other school’s students to enter SMKSS and to be the school host..haihxx!!! big sighxx!!! so sad la …disappointed la.. aiyooooh~~~!somemore my mom started scolding me cos i always do school stuff and not revising !! argh! i DID revise la..i got study la..its just that u ppl didnt see or notice only la.. haihx! nvm ler..i study also not for u all to see rite ? ahahaha…n my mom wants me to retire earlier from SU because SPM is nearer…sighx!she is scolding me adi ..aiyooh~~~~ sighx..but how can i just retire like that..Puan Goh wants me to pray about the new batch of SU committee members before appointing them.so, ok la …pray la.. still praying about it but i am still blur about it !! who is gonna lead the new batch of committee members next year ?!?!?!?!?!?! hmmm….-blur- !! totally la.. cannot simply choose wan okay…this club exist not only JUST A CLUB..not just another club that u can simply join to get your ko-kurikulum marks la..maybe im describing too much about this but this is how i feel about SU..this is God’s fan club, if i were to put it in my words..this a place where Christian teachers and students can come together n fellowship !! to interact, to pray, to unite, to praise and worship..etc!! haih..this is how i take SU as..hmm..i know la! im into SU ..but really lor.. i love SU!! muaxx!!!! huggxx!! i love the ppl in it.. !!

hmm..back to the prayer day thingy..so..yea la..after hearing out everyone’s problems and struggles..we prayed for each other.. i prayed for Li Yan, she prayed for me..then i announced about the Combined SCF meeting in FGA on 18th August..n i told them that this is an unofficial visit..we will attent it unofficially..means without teacher (pn.Goh not around..) and without permission letters..yeah!! haha..but thats for u ppl..but for me ..i feel terrible la!! i feel so bad !! i feel horrible !! im like one of those ppl who are organizing this..another boss is " u know who u are.. dont deny it .."..so yea la.. im involved in this but my mom n my teacher dont know that im involved in organizing it..Pn.Lim dont allow us to use smkss’s name as a school organizer/school host.. so, i wont use la.so.. this is sort of a friendly unofficial kinda Christian get-together-n-unite meeting..hehe..not match-making meeting k !! haih..so, there will be like 8 schools more or less attending this thing..expecting about 80 ppl or less lor ..if got more, im gonna freak out !!God, help !!!ahhhh!! im a public freak !! i shiver when im at the front..weird leh .. heh heh .. so, ya la ..n my another boss is sick now..hopefully he will be okay be then..if not, i lagi gonna freak out !! ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!calm down girl…pray !!! n have faith !! ok..good… =)

hmmm..wat else is there that i can write about .. ah yes !! my hair !! hahah..i love it man ..! short hair rocks !! haha..dont need to tie it anymore.. dont need to worry whether its messy or not.. hehe..its short n easier to manage.. haha..! yeah !! yala..mane were shocked to see me in school the next day.. it was a tuesday la.. its like u went to beratur in front of ur block as usual..then nearly all the people around u just turn their head n stare at you like u are an alien .. it kinda freaked me out la..its like they are asking among themselves.. "Is that a new girl in our school?!?!" i was like aiyooh! i mean.. double aiyoohh!!~~~hahaha..yala..many ppl said its good..but for me, as long as it is easier to manage it’ll do !! haha..i cannot tahan anymore long hair,….i dont wanna tie it up..its heavy cos i got ALOT of hair.. believe me.. its ALOT..haha..so, now its short!!haha..its short !! haahahah..ok..i shall calm down now..ahaha..den went to tuition n my former school’s friends said i look like poni..haha..poni, they called me Poni’s clone..Poni Number Two..haha!! wat la.. but ya la ..dont need to tie up anymore.. haha! hmmm..i think i mention that alot times adi lor..im having probs adi ..ahaha..nvm ..

hmmm…so..prayer request : Combined SCF meeting on 18/8/06 and my another Boss who is not feeling well.. ahh!! please get well SOON…i really dont know what to do if u dont turn up on that day.. i cant handle all by myself.. really wan… sobs..sobs..and also pray for my cf !! pray for Malaysia !! yeah !! yippee !! hehe…suddenly i so excited pulak..something must be wrong with me .. haha..!

SPM : im scared la..everyone studying like crazy adi.. i study too but not as crazy as those boys in my class lor..looking at them really scares me..hmm..well, shall pray about it too.. hehe ..haih ..

gtg liao.. pray!pray!pray!pray!! *ya da ya da ya da ya da ya da ya da ….*hehe…
good nite peeps! will be back soon !! n for those ppl who contributed their efforts, time and money for SU’s Hari Pameran..thank you so much !! it is a success for us although we didnt win .. thanks alot leh ppl..couldnt have got everthing done if it werent for you people and God.. hehe ..thanks God !!! muaxx!!!! Thanks for everything.. i miss Pameran..haha..i took home "The Angel" which Shaun drew for David n which KarMun took home to paint it..its almost as tall as me.. its pweeetttyy!! haha..so, The Angel is with me…hehe.. so happy !! haha..got angel .. haha.. anyway.. thanks alot people !! muaxx!!

*sorry for any typing error..*

- mel out -

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