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okay la ..time to post something cause its been so long since i last post anything.. but just before i start, wanna give the upmost salute to SHAUN !! the reason is : i love his blog ..! so lively n up-to-date ..not like mine..boring n quiet..y can’t my blog be like him? lolx..no offence..lolx..nvm..kesimpulannya, GO VISIT HIS BLOG! *i dont get paid for saying this..haha*here’s the link to shaun’s blog…=) dont mind ya shaun that im linking to your blog..

SPM started like two weeks plus ago..started with accounts paper..ahh! i LOVE accounts !but made silly mistakes after david made me realize it..then came BM paper..my next favourite subject..hmmm..i would say that im satisfied with my essays n the komsas..but one thing that God alerted me which i REALLY REALLY REALLY have to thank Him for it is missing pages in the paper! yes..u read that right..i had 4 pages missing from my BM paper 2(komsas)..i didn’t realise it at first but after completing the 2nd question only i realise..so much time left, how come so little questions wan ? ? BOOM!4 pages missing..that was like 35/38 marks there…God, thank You for alerting me..if not, fail BM paper..cannot enter form 6 or college even! have to RESIT spm or the paper itself. then must continue to wear uniforms!!argh!

next was HIStory and English paper..eng was okay la..but kinda worried for my essay part..cos i think i didn’t write enough points..my conclusion also cacat-ed a bit.history was umm ummm..um…NO COMMENT !(tak nak disappoint myself if my grade isnt what i expected..). Next was Maths..ahh! the first time i hear sharon say, " i LOVE MATHS!" ..that was because she didnt like add math..did i say it correctly, sharon? heh heh ..maths was ok la..paper 1 was something more difficult that the usual question that we do in class etc. got tembak here n there last minute la..but ok la..not too bad..still get A i think..cos i prayed before i tembak the answers, after i check with my friends..those i tembak was correct..THANK YOU GOD ! see…my fellow fwens, PRAYER WORKS!matthew, i salute u too cos u come out earlier for maths paper 2 !! (if i didnt remember wrongly what u told me..correct me if im wrong) then came EST paper : OK also la..can handle..

SUPER STRESS WEEKEND CAME ! cos practically everyone was preparing for add math, physics, chemistry, moral and bio..lazy people like me sure wont sleep so much wan cause i didnt study for physics and add math for like for a long time..forgotten everything about those two subjects..so, kenalah belajar bermati-matian..haha..tapi tak mati pun..hampir aje..in preparation of add math and physics, i seriously OWE SOMEONE ALOT !won’t mention your name here ..tak nak u malu ke ape..but still, u know who u are if u r reading this..THANK YOU SO MUCH !! WILL TREAT YOU AFTER SPM! and don’t say NO!if we are good friends, u will understand the guilt that i have for calling u like almost the whole day..kacauing you about physics..IM SO SORRY!! THANK YOU SO MUCH! -terhutang budi kat u- was preparing for physics..cos i dont want to let mr.Chan down..wanna do my best in physics.n so, spent ALOT TIME n didnt have proper sleep cos i wanna finish reading the whole form 4 n 5 stuff..( which i didnt finish cos i didnt touch radioaktif.. concentrated on haba after listening to someone..thank you so much!u r GREAT!) earlier i said i didnt have enough sleep cos i "allow" my bro to sleep on my bed ! but he was hugging matt(my kangaroo soft-toy..not the human)..of cos i rampas balik la..lolx..dont want him to suffer under my bro’s arms..haha..the other reason i didnt have proper sleep is myself to blame cos i sleep on the sofa for 3 nights..had backache..but manage to get up earlier to study than usual..u see, if i sleep on my comfy bed..i’ll be TOO LAZY to wake up cos i am enjoying the softness and the comfort on my bed in my room..with 2 pillows, Lucy(the dog soft-toy)  n Matt(the kangaroo) n my BLANKY!!(like the green dino in Barney..)so, i decided to sleep on the sofa..dont say im weird or crazy! cos i’ve got that comment like for the 100th time from friends and my mom!so, i KNOW im WEIRD n CRAZY!!thank you so much for your comment…

okay! back to the main topic ..physics and add math..both was okay I GUESS..! then came CHEMISTRY..this one i would also like to THANK GOD for it ..cos once again, HIS HELP was never failing..you see, we had a lunch break after chemistry 2nd paper n just before chemistry 3rd paper..so, my mom took me for lunch..n i was having my notes with me la..i was asking God to show me what is coming out for paper 3 eksperiment..*flip*flip*flip* ..then came to getah asli and getah tervulkan’s eksperiment..totally forgotten about the exestence of topic..sorry mr.Lim if u are reading this..im so sorry! den memorise the whole eksperiment..BOOM! it came out for chemistry paper 3 eksperiment..exactly the same..i was staring at the question in DISBELIEF and AWE ! speechless..was laughing at myself n practically thanking God till the point where there’s no words to describe my thanks to Him…seeeeeriously! haha..luckily la the invigilators n the students around me didn’t notice my laugh..if not, they think i tiru ke ape then masalah berlaku..lolx.. aiyoo..i seriously thank God for EVERYTHING man!HUGX!!after that paper, went home n told my mom about it..she was like "SO GOOD AR !! HAHA..SEE! u have God with you..so u dont need to worry about it.."true la ..seriously..haha! =D

then came moral paper..hmmm..ok i guess..but kinda scared for it also cos Macia said that we have to write the watak before answering the question..Puan Yap taught us to do so too..eg. " REMAJA memajukan diri dalam bidang pendidikan"..but i totally forgotten about it ..i just straight away write the answer " bidang pendidikan"..but matt pulak say the marking scheme not so strict wan..examiners also teachers..will bertimbang rasa wan ..hmmm…i seriously pray that i will get A1 for moral cos i wanna apply scholarships! puan Yap said that if moral paper no A1..cannot apply scholarship..okay ..now im getting worried (sorry God!) ..but nvm!He will take care of everything..! =p

thats all so far about spm..cos i still have biology papers on monday…and im sitting here blogging !! see ! how "hardworking" i am..dont learn from me ..haha!u should study..lolx..in preparations for SPM 2006..there are indeed many things i am VERY GRATEFUL FOR .. here’s the list..whatever i put first doesnt mean it’s more important n those at the bottom of the list doesnt mean it’s less important..its all the same IMPORTANT to me..except the 1st one on my list..now that is much more important! hehe ..

1.GOD
2.friends and "daddy"
3.matt(the kangaroo)
4.my pillow
5.the "soft" sofa
6.books
7.food(no food= no energy=no study=spm gone!)
8.my cd player(i cannot study without music..had it on like the whole day..luckily didnt overheat..lolx..)
9.my bro(he didnt let me eat junkfood,scared i get sorethroat den cannot sit for spm.."thank you" so much! )
10.the house phone (cos i takda hp..so, had to use hse phone to call SOMEONE to teach me physics n stuff.thank you again!!)
11. alot more..but wont name it all..heh heh

hmmm..one more thing i noticed when i arrive in school in the mornings..you see, surely got ppl earlier than me wan..so, when i arrive NEAR the hall which my friends will gather..SURELY can hear LAUGHTERS wan..by who ? ? david..as usual! *everyone nods their head!* my friends will gather in like a circle or just sit together la..n ask questions n study n joke around etc. That is like the usual scenario every morning in blok G hall..but as the tougher subject comes up..the laughter subsides!that includes the jokes we all throw around..cos bm, sej, bi, est, math paper time..everyone joking joking laughing laughing..but when PHYSICS came..! fuiyohh!!! *swept away by the presence of pressure and seriousness* david was sitting by himself..shaun was sitting by himself..some others too i guess..no more laughter and jokes..u can actually see the obvious serious look on their faces..lolx..and so! as i was eager to finish everything in physics and making sure that i remember everything correctly, i ALSO sit by myself..haha! like sharon said, yuen peng will be like" ceh! add math only ! sap sap sui! ceh! physics only!" yikes! dont kill me if i quote that wrongly..sori yp! heh heh =p but seriouly la..she is another person i look up too cos she like "THE GENIUS"see! got title for her somemore which makes her even more SOMEONE..shaun, david, matthew etc..among the ppl i admire too!

ahh! i think i wrote TOO long..wouldnt want to strain your eyes..so, all the best to the form 5s who are taking bio paper on monday..gosh! ~~ i can’t wait for it to end..cos i wanna go for the class hi-tea ..! yippee! n take alot of pics ( not that i got a camera also..), CG  outting, movie with my "family" members, taylors open day, planet shakers night concert !! (hurray!!), YC CAMP 2006!! YEAH !! maybe going to genting if mom allows( God, pls let her RELEASE me to genting with my friends..)..other than that, probably will help awhile in my uncle’s clinic in selayang (that’s far!)but i wont be able to online for a long time cos i will be staying with my uncle’s hse and his modem got prob wan..no internet connection yet..sigh! but apa macam!? want to earn extra $$ so that maybe i could get christmas gifts…if not leh, everything will be handmade..just pray for my fingers! because i wanna continue to cross-stitch after abandoning it for like  5/6 years..i started cross-stitching after UPSR.hmmm..

to be continued after spm is OVER !! cheers everyone!