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i named this junk yard because i havent been updating my blog for a super long time already..hmm..so many things to do..so many things to complete..so many datelines..so many stuff!!!!!!! argh!! ..ahh..nvm..we shall go in detail later..

Goodbye peeps..thats what i have been saying lately..dont get me wrong..im not gonna suicide..instead..some people in my life just left..example..my teacher, mr.ravindran..wait..it should be Sir Ravindran..n my childhood friends..they r a family actually..okay..it’s the Goh family..i known then like what..since kindergarden..but my mom knows them even before i was born if im not mistaken..hmm..so sad to see them leave ..though im not really that close to each one of them..hmm..other than saying goodbyes..i just feel so totally out n frus la..i wanna be out of all these..i know studies are for good..i admit it..i like to look at books..i like colourful stuff..i wanna read!! read! read! Read! but how can i ? so many things to do..n myself> im dont have self discipline..sigh..

Sir Ravindran..he is a good man..he is a honourable dignified man..he deserves all of out respect..those two robbers shouldnt do this to him..they r evil!!i really hope they will surrender themselves..they just done something horrible…haih..i think many of us read the newspaper last monday reporting that a teacher was killed while trying to protect himself from a robbery..i’ll say : he is a brave man..he died as a hero..he had done so much for our school…it is a big lost for all of us..i just pray that his family will be in peace n comfort..hmm..i wont go into details about my teacher cos he is longer with us..i dont think its appropiate that we talk about someone who is no longer here..may he rest in peace..

okay..back to the God family..yea..they left for australia tonight..i actually planned out a farewell dinner with Wee Jim last night..it was a totallt last minute thing..hmm..his time was actually fully taken up ..all the nights..we couldnt do it in the first place but hey! he actually missed another dinner to be attend this one..well, thanks alot Jim..! it was a gathering of the good-old-days..primary school peeps..there were about 13 of us..i think..Wee Jim,Cherish, Elaine,Joshua Ang, Josh’s taiwan friend, Josiah, Dominic,Yen Han, Anna, Teng Jian, Shawn,Meng Hon n me..it was okay ler..i was so scared that it would turn out good..hmm..but it was okay..Jim : all the best in australia n i hope u will adapt well there since the lifestyle n culture kat sana different from m’sia..hehe..do come back cos we want Function-z..Aunty Esther : thanks alot for your piano teaching..thank you so much..i know i let u down many time..not exactly a good student like my bro:Joshua..but still, thank you so much!i appreciate your efforts and cares…Sue Anne : a smart girl..thats what everyone says she is..well, i admit that she is REALLY smart..a genius..she is a good leader too.. Wee Li : a gifted guy in music..really good at drums..Wee Tyr : haha..this little boy..quite naughty wan when he was younger..haha..but now, grown up adi lor..tai ko chai lor..haha..although i dont really know them closely but..still feel sad cos they left for australia..wont be seeing them for a long time..hmm..sobs..sobs..wee jim was in the same primary school n kindergarden with me, anna n tj..hmm..gonna miss them alot!!

the steamboat dinner was okay..we didnt let jim pay for his share..hah! ;p took alot of pics..met back those friends from primary school..wah..cherish still same:pretty..shawn : woah! he really grown alot! more mature n stylish leh..haha..yen han : kor, u really eat alot man! but thanks alot kor ! u r so kind! hehe..teng jian: will u stop leaving the cat alone??come on la..poor thing k..look at its eyes also u know the cat is hungry k ? so bad ar u still wanna kick it..n ar, cats where got eat yam wan ? cats eat fishy stuff..like FISH! haha..meng hon is still the same thin n funny guy..josiah..haih..still look mischievious but actually he is innocent wan..lolx.." dont judge the book by its cover" haha.. dominic still has his sense of humour..haha..! joshua ang, u really grown alot!wahh..so tall..ur fren looks cool..oh ya! forgot to mention that i actually did feel short that night..everyone else was like so tall..i am so short ..expecially beside kor ( yh)haih..speaking of brothers, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHEAK FOONG !! i am glad that all of us met up last night cos it was good for me..nothing special but at least we get to meet each other back..hmm..

anyway..school has been okay n not okay at the same time..spm is getting nearer..i am feeling the pressure n tension already..i wanna study!!! i wanna retire from S.U. its not that i dont want to handle it anymore but i think its time someone take over me lor..i have to grow out of it somehow right ? God, please give me a successor..please? hmm..i know i am not doing a good job at it..i know i am not handling it well.. i am blur! totally blur n lost about all of these..what la to do..the members r always standing there like a wood..not moving..not praising or worshiping You..i feel bad, God.don’t they ever love You..or thank You for the things that u’ve done..? hmm..God, i know i am not in the right position to speak of all these.Please forgive me..forgive me..help me..i dont know what to do..guide me..sobs.sobs.sobs… :’(

Friends..they make such an impact in my life..i love them all..i love everyone! but i wish to see them coming to You..that’s more important..i wanna be the tool that You use..i wanna be the item that You use to pour out Your spirit n presence n love..God..i wanna be used by You..hmm…please take over my life..!recently, one of my friend is troubled by love..hey, maybe u r reading right now.. i dont know..anyway..i just wish that they understand that studying is more important than anything right now..its now about getting a gf..yes, u feel sad, lost n frustrated about the things that happens around you..but should you push your feeling aside n concentrate on the things that u shud be more important..eg. studies, future, family..yeah..i know its hard..but if others could do it, y cant u ? i know u will get over things like this..u need time..n try not to think so much la.it wont help you much if u think alot..really..trust me..i know wan..i’ve been in it before..your mind could really play alot tricks with u..even when u r not aware of it..ur mind could ‘overtake’ u..u shud be controling what u r thinking cos…IT’S YOUR BRAIN!! YOURS .. U PUNYA ..not anyone else..its in you..you shud be controlling it..not other ppl..anyway..tears are meant to be flown  out..not kept in or hold back..you should now hold back your tears when u wanna let it out..hmm..sometimes, i just wanna knock your head la..i just cannot understand why some people cannot get on with their lifes without a girlfriend or a boyfriend..why r people so into it ? what’s the fun ? i dont see any..so many people are treating emotion, feelings n love like its not important..hey,let me tell u peeps.. it is important..n dont play with other people’s emotions..

sharon n ji chen..sorry ! sorry! sorry! sorree for the things i have caused between u two..sharon, im so sorry i caused the article to be missing! sorry! i really didnt notice until i wanted to find it n type it out..im sorry..hmm..i think i should learn a lesson from this : i wont simply lend others my things..for safety..come on la..i lend other ppl my things.. all missing..:my ruler didnt come back to me after i lend it to a guy,the same thing happen to other guys as well because my liquid paper is missing! my eraser! my pens!etc…now is the article! argh! …. =.=///

what else to write ..?actually i got many things to write but i cant remember them now..oh ya! shaun.. u really r different today..all of sudden, u r so joyous, so happy, so talkative, so cheer-y..so..ahh! u know what..u r different..! im glad u r.. shak, u owe me a mcflurry! haha…ahh!nvm..forget about it..i wanna watch superman returns..n just my luck..hehe..anyone wanna belanja me ? i’ll get the cokes n popcorns..(although im having mouth ulcers now..pain oh ..~~ ) ..

*pics of the steamboat dinner will be published soon..but not now..gotta sleep now..hehe ..i miss you people out there..in school, church, family, penang..etc..primary school peeps! smkbbsp teachers n friends..muaxx! i love u all..though some of u might not feel so..hehe*

hmm..its kinda not me to talk about this stuff in open..but anyway..just wanna share something with u guys who r reading this…true love? apa tu true love? what is the charcterstics of having true love?well..look at the list below…this might help coz u know lar..teenagers.. young adults…youngsters..love here n there..

1.Patience
2.Kindness
3.not envious
4.not boastful
5.not proud and not rude
6.not self-seeking
7.not easily angered
8.keeping no record of wrongs
9.rejoicing in truth
10.always protecting
11.always trusting
12.always hoping
13.always persevering
14.love never fail!

Well..what u guys think about this true love thingy?This is the perfect love amongst human beings…cool huh?hmm…i think i’ll share something else maybe more interesting for ya all..so..c ya…take care dudes!

Don’t

Don’t care so much for me,
I may get used to it.
Don’t come so near to me,
I may not be able to detach from it.
Don’t put so much faith in me,
I may not be able to handle it.
Don’t touch me the way you do,
I may not be able to get over it.

Coz at the end of it all,
I don’t wanna hear you say,
That,” I’m sorry,”
“ but I never felt the same way!”

p/s : have been going thru some saddening moments in life these days..have been thinking alot too..but those thoughts r goin out of da way..hmm..frens ? cool…they r cool..i love frens..but its hard to find one whom u can share everything u have with..the frenship love,memories n everything la..its truly hard to find true frenship..maybe there isnt any in this world..can u tell me ?

Feelings of the heart,
Something that is hard,
Something that cannot be planed,
Something that is difficult to understand.

I do not understand,

I do things that can be planed,

But this has come to me,

It has gone to everyone and now me.

Something new,

Something weird,

Something foreign,

Something different.

I tried denying,

It has sent people crying,

I don’t wish to yield to it,

I don’t want to feel it.

I can’t hold it any longer,

I’ve ask help from another,

Advised to receive it,

But I still don’t want to admit it.

I thought time can make things go away,

But this stayed with me day to day,

Sometimes I wished to tell the truth of this,

Sometimes I wanted to say this:

I’ve waited all my life,

To cross this line,

To the only thing that’s true,

So I will not hide,

It’s time try,

Anything to be with you,

All my life I’ve waited,

This is true.

I’ve wanted to say this,

But I don’t dare to,

Thinking that I’m just making a fool,

Or maybe it’s just because:

I’m weak,

It’s true,

Cause I’m afraid to know the answer,

Cause my heart keeps falling faster.

I don’t know what to do,

A part of me wished that it would go away,

Another part wished to fall to,

The Feelings of The Heart.

+ special thks to yuen peng for sending me this poem..lurvee it !! +

Hmmm…its been quite some time since I ever updated my blog..lolx.busy busy busy..holidays isnt really holidays for me..y ? coz I haven really been taking some time off studies..i really want to enjoy this holidays before its over btu the thing is im scared  n nervous of the upcoming spm next year..haihx..call me crazy or whatever..but I reallyam scared n nervous abt it although it’s a long way to go..seeing my 17year old frens facing spm this year is kinda scary..some juz relax n wont study (smart ppl like dat wan..haha !), some ppl would bury their heads in books n nots to make it thru this “SPM WAR”..lolx..they made it thru coz they r smart n they study..but things weren’t d same for me..haih..study study study read read read..but no difference.. apa macam pun..i takut spm I next year..kalau I din do well in it or get straight A’s den its all over for me..i cant go college..i can either go form 6 or matriculation..haihx..the best for me is matriks..but hard to get it wan leh..coz its meant mainly for malays oni wat..haihx..i chinese susah 1 2 get leh..haih..dunno wat will happen to my life in d future..argh! I dun care ! just leave it to God..

Holiday oso not like holiday for me..worked during d first week of november..earned a little..but it shud be enuf for my holiday spendings..lol..anyone wanna spend me a movie ?haha..lolx.contact me if u r willing..lolx.narnia is coming !narnia is coming !yeah !yeah !cant wait for it man!seems a great adventorous movie..hehe..besides working for only a week at my uncle’s clinic..the only thing I did was sleeping, watching tv, n going up n down to kasturi for tuitions n revision classes..haih..but most of the time im not at home..either im not at home the whole day till evening..or im at home whole day..so guys n gals, if u r trying to contact me at home n alwiz cant get me..im really sorry but I memang not at home..haha.im hanging around somewhere in kl or kasturi..lol.

Besides all this there is one little situation dat im alwiz in..which is (drum rolls effect)….wala! im sick !man! dats wat im in now..sick sick sick..haih..y I alwiz sick wan..if I sick oso nvm ler..but my pc oso sick..kena virus..man!dunno how to fix it..reformatting it is the last thing I ever do to my pc..nooooo!!!!I love my pc..! cannot reformat it! All my stuff will be goneeeee…nooooooooooo….! haih..who lar so bad go n send virus to me..terrible lar..my pc kena virus..now dat im sick..dunno how to ‘kao dim’ this pc of mine..haih.y ler I alwiz sick wan..fever..no cough but my throat hurts a lot man !!really hurt a lot!my neck oso waliao…pain like ‘…’hopefully I dun get my tonsilities again..if not, im in deep trouble lo! Btw, guys..tonsilities is not a normal sorethroat..but its worst..tonsilities happen when d two lumps at my throat is swolleh n has white ulcers..haih..u imagina urself la..normal sorethroat is juz swollen lumps in ur throat..but tonsilities is red swollen + many white ulcers on those lumps..so its serious la..haihz..doctor once told me to go for an operation to get rid of that lump n my throat..but the things is : I might have my voice change to be more manly..n I cant eat anything for d first three days lying in hospital..just imagine how much weight I will lose if I din eat for three days..haihx..so till now..no operation for me..no way man !so just pray dat my throat wont be infected with tonsilities..then it will save all the trouble..

Actually I planned to post abt my working experience in d clinic..but somehow..type type type..den Kaboom!power failure…all my “hardwork” on dat post vanished just like dat..man!got fed up n just wont type abt it..long story though..but learned quite a lot stuff in thruout his experience..haha..

So…anyone wanna spend me a movie..lol! I sponsor d popcorns ? wakaka..bleks :p oh yes! Before I ever forget again..ATTENTION ! HEAR YE HEAR YE !

            There will be a xmas presentation specially brought to all of ya by my youth chuch (youth church of Full Gospel Assembly) n this time’s presentation is gonna be awesome  n funny too !its not gonna be boring..n I will gurantee u for dat..lolx..come n watch :

           “Once upon a Love Story “

            Dates : 17^th dec             :6.00pm

                        22th n 23th dec :6.30 (reception) 8pm (presentation)

                        25^th dec             :8am & 11am (presentation)

            now the thing is on d 17^th dec is not only d xmas presentation but also youth rally at d same time…so guys n gals! U dun wanna miss this..come n enjoy urselves..u wont regret it..its gonna be a blast ! soo….dun miss it !

btw..this is a honest frenly apologization.. ks…really really sorry for wat had happen at my condo..i noe u hear me say sorry alot times adi..but still…sorry la..hehe..n erm..if u want some $ for d saman..juz tell me ler..i will give coz i think i shud give..its not fair 4 ya to carry this burden alone since i started all this mess..lol..hope u will read this …

~ frenlyfreak logging off ~

it all started on a thurs evening. i followed my uncle’s family to Teluk Intan for short holiday..with his fren’s family as well.the journey there took about 2 hours ++…the roed we took was very straight n it only got 1 small lane 4 each direction..it was kinda fun sitting in the car..coz my uncle was driving like a F1 racer..haha..speeding away past many cars n going over to the other side of the road..haha..was fun.lolx.arrived in Teluk Intan abt 7.30pm at my uncle’s frens hse..stayed there for two nights..the air cond was freeeeeeziiiiiinnggggg cold man!!n i was right under it..but since im so tired that day (coz went to teluk intan straight after i finished work in the clinic), i had hardly any energy left to stand n change the temperature of the air-cond..haih..dinner that night was very appetizing..it was great.back in the hse i stayed, there were alot younger kids playing around.im the eldest there with another fren of mine, rachel (15 yrs), my bro (14 yrs) n my eldest cousin (12 yrs)…the rest was very young..some 10 yrs younger den me..lol.those kids had a very high spirit ler..they all prepared a little suprise concert for everyone that night.they sang a few songs..most of them were the oldies lor..eg. The Carpenters, Beegees..etc.on the spot everyone had to pick a song n sing with a mic..haha.so i chose ‘Stand by Me’..another oldies..haha.it was ok i guess.haha.slept kinda late that night becoz of the supprise kids concert…before that, all of us went to visit the ‘Leaning Tower of Teluk Intan’..it is really leaning towards one side man..the clock was kinda cacated adi..haha.right on the spot..there were some stupid malay youngsters trying to act cool by riding their motorcycles in different styles..making stupid noisy irritating sounds n having this perlumbaan haram..stupid lar..do this kind of thing near a tourist area..spoiling the whole fun time we were having..hmm..

the next morning, all of us woke up kinda late..we were actually planning to drive to Lumut abt 10am..but since everyone duck into bed till late..we left for Lumut abt 11am ++ lor..arrived in Lumut abt 1 hr later.bought the ferry tickets to get over to Pulau Pangkor..the ferry ride was ok..but it really made me seasick…. stepped into Pangkor island abt 2.30pm..had lunch there too.after that all of us bought a pair of beach shorts so that we can have some splashing moments at the beach..but since all of us spent too much time choosing the right shorts..(mine was red in colour..:p) we hadn’t much time to play at the beach..we juz walked around the Guan Yin temple near the Pangkor beach n took some photos..but only my bro n i din not join with the rest becoz we are christians..n i dun reli like the idea of going to such places..kinda dangerous 4 me though…by the time all of us head back to the jeti to catch the last ferry ride abt 6.30pm, we were tired  out adi.hmm..on the way, we didn’t forget to buy some ‘fishy’ food back..lolx.in the car ride back to Teluk Intan..the traffic was terrible man!had to wait so long ler..plus the road is a single  lane wan..haih.our dinner oso tergendala lor..had supper instead..hehe..steamboat in Teluk Intan was yumyum..haha.headed back to the hse abt 11pm..was suppose to come back to damansara that night but my uncle was too tired so, we had to wake up abt 5.30 in the morning to leave for our departure..since that night was out last night there.. the four of us (me,rachel, my bron my eldest cousin at 12 yrs old) watched ‘The Day After Tomorrow’ at Astro until 2.30am..haha..we had loads of fun laughing at each other..haha…

it was this morning that all of us touch down in damansara at abt 8am..had rested a little while n then my uncle n i were off to work…in the clinic..i tot things in the clinic were gonna be better after this..but my thoughts were wrong..it was worst..thats y i name this blog post as "superb"day..haha..coz its "superb"…means terrible lar..hmm…i think im gonna write all this down in the next post..coz i think it will be too long for me to write now..hmm…till next time..tata…

frenlyfreak

hmm..hurray..at last this day has arrived..but somehow..kinda nervous n having butterflies about this day..hehe..first day at work mar..lol..i was so blur blur just now at my workplace..erm..actually im working for my uncle in his clinic somewhere in Kepong..so, my brother n i decided to stay with my uncle for some time in damansara..hmm..first day at work wasnt easy as it seems..just learned how to do data entry for new/old patients in his clinic..waliao..today deepavali day oso got so many people falling sick or not feeling well..most of them are babies..hmm..so cute n adorable la those babies..those chubby rosy n pinky cheeks makes me feel like wanna pinch them n hug them..they look so innocent n adooooraaableeee….!!!some had diffferent hairstyles..some had small lips that made their cheeks look cuter n cheekier..lolx..it was kinda okay for me to work there first time..learned quite alot of things..clinic mar..hehe..

since today is public holiday but still had to work lor..just that the working hours are lesser lor..today went to work at 9.15am..started at 10pm..finished at 3.00pm..well..not really that long hours of working..but if on normal days..then i would be working from 8.30am to 1.00pm and 7pm till 9.30pm..hmm..staying with my cousins were kinda okay too i guess..my brother is truly having a WONDERFUL n FUN time with all my cousins coz he is a boy mar..most of my counsins are boys n they are kinda playful..still kids..haha..me already outgrown games n cards n stuff like that..luckily i still’ve got another cousin who is a girl whom i can mix n laugh with..lol..had fun on my first day staying here n also my first day working in a clinic..still’ve got many things to learn though..those of u out there who is staying near Kepong..can come drop by n visit me..lol..then i would be honored to give ya a dose of ‘delicious’ medicine..lol..jk jk ..too bad some of the patients speak mandarin (which i can understand a little but cant speak well)..lol..i really hope the next few days i work in the clinic is better..hopefully i can learn more n more things that might be helpful in life or so..lol..hopefully my relationship with my relatives would grow closer too..but the best of all..really hope that they would come to know Christ one day n received Him..

Don’t ever make a promise which you doubt you can fulfill it..if not you would only hurt yourself or the other person…remember this always…

somehow or rather.. i still need to get on with life..have many dreams n missions to be accomplish.so, I WONT EVER GIVE UP just because this failure..not saying that i would look for another relationship..no..i wont do that either..i wont look for another relationship anymore nor even accept anyone ever again..thats a promise to myself..never again will i ever get involve in this kinda thing..not only waste my time but very risky to me..anyway it would also end up as failure n rejection..putting hope in this kinda relationship would onlu cause myself to be rejected or depressed..so whats the BiG dEAL if i decide to stay single forever..its not a crime..n i wouldn’t be alone forever because i know i have many reliable n trustworthy friends, loyal n loving family members n the most important of all..i know where im going after death..so, all this things arent so important as my next destination after i die..hey!if there isnt anyone in my life to love and appreciate me as i am..i have Him (God) in my life..that is the final person,last n only person i will ever accept in my life..coz He never let me down before as everyone else did..

But for my other friends..no matter whether u knew me for a long time or just only became my friend..i really thank God for you in my life..hey..its because of you guys out there that i would continue to live for..i’ve got an important task to do (involves everyone in my life)..n i havent got a single clue how to do it..this task involves faith, trust and believe..but i know that GoD will help me in everything that i  do..coz He is always there..i love GoD!!!!!!!!lol..n im not ashamed to post this in my blog…hmm…n He is the only n forever reason i lived for..from now till ever..

more blogs coming up next time..

woohoo!!juz came back from my school’s Scripture Union farewell party that ended around 10pm..waliao..so fun n exciting man juz now!!oh yea..haha..lol..it was a blast.okay..let me tell u the whole story..hehe..

it all started around 3.30pm..everyone was suppose to be gathering at the basement of Full Gospel Assembly, kL..well, most of them arrived earlier than they supposed to..before that, i fetched two of my friends, sing tuck n suk yeng along with me before the party..well, my parents dropped me off at Esso station opposite smk sri sentosa (my skul) to wait for another fren of mine..sharon..coz she dun know the way to FGA..n so, when i arrived at the basement..i was kinda supprised to see so many of them there n excited..this reli encourage me alot..coz i was afraid n nervous that things wont turn out the way sum of us exxpected it to be..anyway, back to the story..then, all of us walked to the venue, House 1 (owned by fga). The house is just behind the church n we only took less than 5 mins to reach there.we got in the house n arranged everything we brought (food, drinks, plates, etc…) in the kitchen..lets see..my brother (josh) n i brought ‘Sherperd Pie’, macia brought ’samosa’, karmun n siblings brought chips n cakes, shaun brought ’spaghetti’, deena n sis brought ‘jelly’, wei wen brought ‘punch’ as drinks n some other food which i cant really remember..anyway, we placed the food in the kitchen.But the Sign of Love ppl placed their food in the hall..the Sign of Love ppl are actually deaf n mute ppl..so, we actually shared the whole house with them for awhile..hehe..but its okay i guess..hmmm…
After that, everyone went up to the second floor n into a carpeted room..we started of with a iCEBREAKER session where we played a game so that we sould warm up a lil’..hehe..when everyone was playing ‘Public Caning’ during the ice-breaking session, Sharon n I hung two signboard at the house gate n at the security center just in case some members are arriving late..hmm..now back in to the game, it was fun coz some of them were SLOW at hitting ppl..haha..it was fun to see them so bLuRrRrRrRrRrRrRr..lol..we had PRAISE N WORSHIP after that, Wei Wen n Shaun was songleading..we sang 3 songs.haha..the first song was kinda kiddy type wan..its "He is the King or Kings…". so the last part was the fun part..we had to sing ‘ ooooooooooooooooooooooooooo….’ in just one breath..i was the first one to lose lol…the last three person was sharon, suk yeng n kenneth kuan..lol..u shud see them holding their breath n singing ‘oooooooooooooo….’sharon n suk yeng was good..but kenneth was even better..coz he can hold longer than anyone of us..whoa man that fella..haha..!as usual, the winner gets something as a present..hmm…during worship, it was ok i guess..i left early with teacher in the middle of worship time. Puan God n i went to Pearl Point’s Domino to buy 4 pizza for the everyone..hmm..went back to house 1 to find something quite shocking..it was about the food..the Sign of Love ppl ate 3/4 of our sherperd pie (which was my favourite!!) without realising it..oh well. There goes my sherperd pie..sobz.. =.= but in return, they blessed us back with a bucket of kFc chicken (yum yum),sandwiches, curry puffs n some chocolate cake..i mean like WOW!!! they oni ate a portion of the sherperd pie but they blessed us back with more food..THANK YOU J E S U S!!!

….to be continued another day…kinda a long story though…haha….i only knew that i had loads of fun..lolz…haha…now, i need to get sum beatiful sleep…very tired..whole body aching liao..haih..haha..

m3Ant tO LiV3  by switchfoot

Fumbling his confidence
And wond’ring why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s bid for more than arguments,
And failed attempts to fly, fly

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside
Somewhere we live inside
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
Somewhere we live inside

We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life

We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
We were meant to live

hmm..its kinda not me to talk about this stuff in open..but anyway..just wanna share something with u guys who r reading this…true love? apa tu true love? what is the charcterstics of having true love?well..look at the list below…this might help coz u know lar..teenagers.. young adults…youngsters..love here n there..

1.Patience
2.Kindness
3.not envious
4.not boastful
5.not proud and not rude
6.not self-seeking
7.not easily angered
8.keeping no record of wrongs
9.rejoicing in truth
10.always protecting
11.always trusting
12.always hoping
13.always persevering
14.love never fail! 

Well..what u guys think about this true love thingy?This is the perfect love amongst human beings…cool huh?hmm…i think i’ll share something else maybe more interesting for ya all..so..c ya…take care dudes!